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Friday, December 30, 2011
I'm scared to walk the tightrope
I'm hanging by a thread, the last straw
One blow could knock me off my feet
I'm shaking
I think I'm going down, down
I tried to forget it
Leave it all behind
Told myself
Don't risk it
But I just can't change my mind
I might meet dead ends
I might fall
Fall down
Said this is too hard
I'm blinded
So far off the ground
I'm deafened by the sound
By
Everything I say
Everything I do
If I walk away
All will go to waste
What else can I do?
When I'm, I'm taking wrong turns
I'm hitting dead ends
Everywhere I go
There's always some sharp bend
Can I take the risk?
Can I take the fall?
Can I let it go?
Can I somehow get it back
To where I started
To where it fell apart
When I just fell apart
And let myself believe that there's
nothing left to change in this life
2:37 AM
Seems like a waste of love.
Just saying.
2:48 AM
She was gone for only a moment
Nothing stays the same
You would fly away sooner or later
how did things turn this way
And I, I didn't notice
I was blind, a fool
I wished for so much more and I got
what I knew was coming
But I couldn't stop
Beautiful feathers across the sky
beautiful lies
beautiful tears you cry
beautiful lies
Wish that I could fly away with you
Wish that I could be a dandelion too
Speaking of, forever
that doesn't exist anymore
Speaking of eternity
Nothing lasts for long
Beautiful feathers across the sky
beautiful lies
Beautiful tears you cry
Beautiful lies
Wish that I could fly away with you
Wish that I could be a dandelion too
You flew so far
how did you move on?
I gave so much now I don't have anything
you flew so far
how did you move on?
How did you move on?
Beautiful feathers across the sky
Beautiful lies
Beautiful tears you cry
Beautiful lies
Wish that I could fly away with you
Wish that I could be a dandelion too
Tears never cease (in this land of mine)
Her soul was there
It never got the chance to get away
It took a while
for the voices in her head to realize
that there's nothing she could do
She could never get to you
Coz you're too far away
Tears never cease in this land of mine
Coz you will forget me anyway
Tears never cease in this land of mine
In this land of mine
Her eyes once bright
is now a shadow of what she's become
fake face
fake smile
There's nothing in your world that's worth while
Then there's that sweet lullaby
can you sing it to me tonight
Coz you're too far away
tears never cease in this land of mine
Coz you will forget me anyway
tears never cease in this land of mine
In this land of mine
In this land of mine
WOAH....
There is nothing she could do, she could never get to you
Then there's that sweet lullaby can you sing it to me tonight?
Coz you're too far away
Tears never cease in this land of mine
Coz you will forget me anyway
tears never cease in this land of mine
In this land of mine
In this land of mine
The proposal (This song is made for the movie-The proposal)
Your words, well they go through me head and it’s hard to get them out.
Like a splinter, you struck me. Now I’m full doubts, when I once knew everything.
No you don’t know how. No you don’t know how you do that.
Every smile, every frown.
Every fact I got it down in my head
Though it’s so unexpected
For several years, I’ve put you down
When every day, you greet me with a frown
With a latte in your hand
Behind a mask I hide inside
My cruelty, you managed to survive
And you took off the mask and there you found me
I’m in a crowd, of a thousand people yet you seek me out
Though you hated how I treated you like a clown
And it’s just so hard to see, what you see in me
What do you see in me?
Every breath that you take
Every laugh that you make
In my head, the definition of perfect
For several years, I’ve put you down
When every day, you greet me with a frown
With a latte in your hand
Behind a mask I hide inside
My cruelty, you managed to survive
And you took off the mask and there you found me
I’m loving every minute
My thoughts, oh I could sing it
And the pictures in my head somehow you’re always in it
I’m singing a song because I don’t know what to do
To tell you
About the several years, I’ve put you down
When every day, you greet me with a frown
With a latte in your hand
In all the years, I’ve put you down
You hated it but still you stuck around
And I’m glad that you stayed enough
To find
The several years, I’ve put you down
When every day, you greet me with a frown
With a latte in your hand
Behind a mask I hide inside
My cruelty, you managed to survive
And you took off the mask and
I’m glad that you stayed to find me
You found me
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Taking a moment
to survive every word you say
Taking a breather to
the suffocating and delays
Guess that you don't see
the faults and spaces in between
Now is the moment
to react to what's unseen
Let it out on yesterday
your words
you know you can't take back
crushed and broken everything
nothing inside
too bad face the facts
Wanting the best in me
but I don't think I have one
I'm caught in the in between
Compared and scared
to speak my mind
Lonely and hollow but I don't think
you can see that
now's the moment to see what's unseen.
Let it out on yesterday
your words
you know you can't take back
crushed and broken everything
nothing inside
too bad face the facts
But I'm still here
I don't think you can hear
what I am saying to you
Let it out on yesterday
your words
you know you can't take back
crushed and broken everything
nothing inside
too bad face the facts
On an Aeroplane (I'm coming back home)
I think back, only yesterday may know
The memories that we longed to get back to
we don't know what tomorrow brings
I'm on an aeroplane
don't worry I'll be back by next spring
Feels like I am running from my problems
Feels like I am on my own
Feels like I am falling on the ground again
But I don't care coz I'm coming back home
Sweet memories
I am coming home today
Sweet old memories
I miss you more each day
I'm on an aeroplane
I am coming home today
I'm on an aeroplane
I'm coming back home
Where did all of my days go by?
I'm still wondering why
I can't get anywhere
I'm holding on to these last regrets
I wanna go back in time
and see if it'll be the same
Feels like I am running from my problems
Feels like I am on my own
Feels like I am falling on the ground again
But I don't care coz I'm coming back home
Sweet memories
I am coming home today
Sweet old memories
I miss you more each day
I'm on an aeroplane
I am coming home today
I'm on an aeroplane
I'm coming back home
Feels like I missed out on something great
when I come back I know that things won't be the same
But I'll try to understand that things had changed
Though I don't want it to...
it's such a shame
